| i know i dont use this one as much but its only because i have like 3 other ones i have to use and i just cant keep up!!
so close to 3 monthes ago my sister had a baby boy dale and omg he is the cutest kid i have ever seen!! and i got the pleasure of spending the first month and a half with him... so lucky!! im so sad now being back in ohio i dont get to see him everyday and i miss him!! :'(
for the last couple of weeks i have been trying everyting to get a job as of now it has yet to work... arrr!! how hard is it to get a job in a call center........ very hard let me tell u!!
i miss florida cause its getting cold it was 50 the last 2 day but get this 3 days ago it was 90 go figure that one out??
not that anyone will read this or that u will care but all u crazy people who like keeping up on people u dont know or forgot this is mine .... enjoy!  |
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|  im moving to ohio at the end of the month. im so very excited. the movers come on june 29. i leave shortly after!! i am a complete dork... really. i like to spend my time at the library free internet and movies!! i am completely happy just spending time alone with a cup of coffee.
i must say the best church i've ever been to is tca. and im so glad to go back to it! a church u love is so important... it makes all the difference! i love people i just have fears of abandonment so i stay far away... distance feels safe but lonely!! how knows maybe someday i'll get over it?! i dont know what the point to any of this was but it made me feel better! |
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|  have you ever just wanted to get something off your chest. well i feel like that all the time. about 2 or 3 days ago i crashed my car. i wrecked it completely!! my first wreck. did you know you can get a speeding ticket when you tell a cop how fast you were going in a accident. im glad to be alive but under that there are so many other emotions. im mad then sad then pissed than happy then mad again then grateful. its like one minute im crying then laughing im going to blame it on being a girl... i dont know if its true but oh well! the crazy thing is my 2 cats were in the car and i was more worried about them than anything else. but there ok they even got into another car with me. we finally got to ohio so all is good for now until i run out of money. dont even get me started on that one the bank stole my atm card ahhh life is hard sometimes!!  |
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|  so i know its been awhile but i've been doing the myspace thing... i know !!
this is whats coming up in my life:
October 17 take my funeral directing test!! its about time!!
Feb 10 its off to Antarctica for 20 days!!
March 10 its off to Australia for 24 days!!
and as for right now im sitting at work waiting for someone to answer the phone so u all get the pleasure of my free time!!
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| so how much do i hate my job?? this much---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh---------------------------------------------------get me out of here---------------------------!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and thats only half of it!!
i know why dont i just quite right..... i dont know money i guess or maybe what else am i going to do? just the uncertainty of what comes next is enough to keep me there just a little longer.... until i come up with something better to do!!
i was thinking working for hospice as a chaplain would be cool! still get to work with people who are dying and their families after the die but get to tell them about God... that might be more filling............................................????????????????????????????????? |
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